During the first week of January 2003 Nancy and I were invited to Austin, Texas for
a gathering of all of the Vineyard pastors across the state. We were
asked to teach for three days on the subject of “Building Discipling
Churches”, which as many of you know has really become my passion and
focus in ministry.
Often when we attend events like this we receive as much blessing as the
participants do. There is always something very wonderful about being in
the presence of a group of people who are totally sold out to Christ and
the service of His kingdom. As you might guess, one of the best parts
of a gathering like this is the worship – and this group was especially
enthusiastic during our times of singing to the Lord together.
During our last evening together we were singing one of the early
worship songs of the Vineyard. It is called, “Abiding in You”, and
because many of these pastor-couples had been in the Vineyard for many
years, it had special impact on the group and caused the volume level in
the small room to rise. We were singing the words, “You are the vine, we
are the branches, keep us abiding in you…” when all at once the presence
of the Holy Spirit became very evident to everyone. Some began to kneel
and some spontaneously raised their hands and prayed. It was during this
moment that the Lord gave me a vision which I now believe was a picture
of what He desires for us at Vineyard Boise for this coming year.
Before I continue I think it would be good to explain the events that
led up to the Lord giving me the vision. Earlier that day while I was
teaching, I tried to communicate a very deep conviction that I hold
about church. I was talking about many pastors who had become
disillusioned during the 80’s and 90’s, during a time that had become
know as the “church growth movement”. Somehow the success of a church
was defined by its numerical size or attendance. Little emphasis was
placed on what was happening to individual people in terms of their
spiritual maturity. I was explaining that we need to define success not
by ‘big church’, but rather by ‘big people’ – those who are maturing
spiritually in their walk with God. I believe it was because of this new
emphasis that the Lord gave me this particular vision.
In
the vision I saw a room full of people who had all come together for a
potluck dinner. There were all kinds of people present in the room –
every size, age and color. Everyone was having a pleasant time, yet the
room was very subdued. One by one people entered the room with unique
dishes of food; no two dishes were alike. The food was all placed on a
common table for everyone to share. No one was hording, but all were
excited for others to sample what they had brought. Soon there was so
much food and the feast was so great that everyone realized that they
could not consume all of it and there would be tremendous waste. They
knew the only thing to do was to go looking for others to join them.
Everyone quickly went out into the street and found anyone willing to
come eat. They invited people who were living on the street – there
were prostitutes, homeless and very broken people. There were those who
openly confessed that they were not Christians. Those who were hungry
gladly accepted the invitation and came. The room was full of
excitement. Spontaneously the joy turned to thanksgiving and celebration
as they all began to sing songs of praise to the Lord.
That
was the vision, but now let me explain what I believe is a fuller
interpretation.
God
has given all of us uniqueness with different giftings and
personalities. He has given us these things for us to not only ‘feast’
on life, but also share with all who will enter into His community. The
church is like a giant potluck and it is through all of our different
and various giftings that His church will be built up (edified). Through
this sharing with others, many will be nourished and grow into
spiritually mature believers. When we bring all of our gifting to the
common table the feast will be too great for the church alone. If the
church alone consumes it, it will end of becoming counterproductive.
Therefore the community of believers must go beyond itself and share the
banquet that the Lord has provided with anyone who is willing to come.
When the poor, the broken, the rejected and the non-Christian enters the
banquet hall – they are to be embraced and served by the church. This
will result in joy and supernatural gladness – and hearts of
thanksgiving. Everyone will experience a sense of belonging and great
value which will be expressed with songs of joy and attitudes of
celebration.
The
truth of the matter is that Vineyard Boise is bursting with people that
have so much to bring to the table. Our church has grown to a point of
maturity in the last year that is far beyond anything I have ever
dreamed. We have grown to be so rich with mature, gifted people. Every
day I hear about people that I have yet to meet that are plugging into
new ministry opportunities, and with the help of existing leaders, they
are developing entire new areas of ministry. Sometimes I feel that we
are ready to burst at the seams with potential and gifting for reaching
out and blessing a city that is anxiously waiting to be invited to the
potluck table.
To
use another metaphor – it is as if we were in the last hours of
pregnancy, just waiting to give birth to something new and alive. And
although the labor pains are growing in intensity, our hearts are
growing in expectation and excitement.
Soon
we will give birth to a whole new season of ministry and like any
parent, our hearts will overflow with the joy of new life. We will be
like Psalm 126 says: “Our mouths were filled with laughter, our tongues
with songs of joy. Then it was said among the nations, “The Lord has
done great things for them.” The Lord has done great things for us, and
we are filled with joy.”
The
great potluck – with those gathered from the streets to join us – this
is my prayer, but even more than that – I believe it is God’s heart for
us in 2003. We are all called to His potluck table – to partake and to
share what we have been given.