My name is Specialist Charles Seelaus and My Army
Reserve unit, the 2/228th Aviation Regiment is
currently in Iraq. This was made possible when the
3rd Infantry Division, using lighting speed, overran
the airfield located here in Central Iraq. As a
direct result of their brave actions, my unit was
now able to operate deep out of Iraqi Territory. As
we set up our operations in the months of June and
July, I began to realize that some of the finest and
bravest men and women America had to offer were
serving right beside me.
These months, June, July, August, seemed surreal
because like a lot of us here, we are not just
soldiers, rather, we are Citizen/Soldiers. One
weekend a month we would drill. We have a completely
different life apart from Drilling. Just a few short
months earlier, I was in my classroom, teaching 31
second grade students at Gideon Elementary School or
Chatting with the Principle or fellow teachers.
Having supper with my family, grading homework,
having tea with my beautiful wife and snuggling our
4 children into their beds for a bedtime story and
bedtime prayers was our life. We were raising our
family with all the challenges and Joys that brings.
Then the war began. Our unit was mobilized for war.
As this small band of men and women in my unit began
to build up our camp, so too was the building of
relationships among each other, trusting others, a
new family began to form. While we built up
fortifications around our camp, One of the very
first jobs our Chaplain (Major John Hunter) did was
get a Chapel Tent established. Once completed, we
would have our Bible studies and services there.
These Bible studies were lively in their discussions
and I marveled that we were actually in God's Holy
lands- the lands spoken of in the bible. I never
dreamed I would ever be in Iraq, homeland of
Abraham. Abraham and his descendents traveled all
through this area. Here is where the Biblical Garden
of Eden was, the city of Ur, the ancient city of
Babylon, King Nebuchadnezzar, and the Tower of
Babel. The Old Testament was everywhere I turned. It
is one thing to be reading about it, Another to see,
feel and touch history. Despite being in a war, God
was blessing me every day. I could feel those at
home who keep me lifted on High with their prayers,
and I told them so. Something I stay humbly thankful
for.
Prayers took on a whole new meaning in War. My
commander told me that no one prays more than the
soldier who is targeted for death. They are thrust
into a situation where their lives may at any moment
be extinguished. And he was correct. We do say a lot
of prayers. Something happens on the inside when
soldiers see and hear of their comrades being sent
home in body bags. Life is so precious and so
fragile.
But I soon realized that there was more to prayer
then just me praying. I knew at times when My mind
was racing, thinking of what I must do at a critical
moment, It was often, the prayers of loved ones and
my brothers and sisters of Calvary at home that were
lifting me up with their prayers.
Our Camp continued to develop. We would not see
those attacking us each day and night but we were
reminded by the explosions all around us.
About a mile from our camp was the mighty Tigris
river. So named because that is what she would
become once the rains fell, a ferocious tiger. Her
banks would over flow and flood the lands around us.
Our camp was rich in the silt and mud carried by
these floods. This was a very fertile land. The
Tigris was also one of the two rivers that flowed
through the biblical Garden of Eden. Her sister was
many miles away. She was the Euphrates.
As our camp began to take form, so did my heart. As
we continued to work hard, I began to pray hard. I
thought about everything that I took for granted and
I could still hear my wife saying to me, "War
changes people". She was correct, but more
importantly, Our God is behind change. As the days
and nights ran into each other, I longed for my
family, for the land I love, for home. Then one
evening as the beautiful sun was setting, I thought
about being baptized here. We were in Holy lands.
This was a place I will probably not get a chance to
see again. Was It possible? For me it was
questionable, for God there was nothing that was not
possible. I prayed asking for this blessing but my
mind thought “how”? Inside and outside our fences
soldiers were dying. Outside our fences the enemy
was firing mortars, hiding improvised explosive
devices and firing rocket propelled grenades and
weapons at us. By day our soldiers would rebuild
schools, but by night the explosions could be heard.
The Tigris was less than a mile away; the river was
so close yet so far. While I held these fears I
could do very little. But I cast them away. I could
never possible over come them but I could freely
give them away. I could give them to Him. And so I
did. Again I prayed to be baptized in the Birthplace
of Abraham - to be baptized in the Tigris.
Then one night, while in Bible study and between
some mortar explosions, the Chaplain said he needed
some one to drive him to the helicopter pad on
Saturday. He was taking a trip to Babylon. My Hand
could not have reached any higher. I know God was
talking. I'd better listen. After the Bible study, I
spoke with the chaplain about joining him. I
revealed to him what I had secretly been praying for
the past few months. He said if there was room on
the flight I was more than welcomed and then I asked
if I could be baptized. That stayed in question and
would until I arrived - if I arrived.
As the Saturday Morning arrived I awoke early. I had
very few details about the trip but I was ready.
Dressed in Full Battle Rattle I greeted my Chaplain.
We drove to the helicopters in silence. We arrived
at the Black-Hawk unit and I dropped him off. He
said "Wait here Seelaus and I will check to see if
there is room on this flight for you." I prayed. He
returned a few minutes later and the answer was yes,
there was room. We would be flying to Babylon and
flying with many of the base chaplains.
While we waited to board the helicopters that
morning, I met our Brigade Commander for the first
Time. He would be flying us to Babylon. The Colonel
had such a air of confidence about him that I
instinctively felt safe with him. It's, the quality
every great leader has - instilling confidence.
All our helicopters came in for a safe landing. We
safely touched ground and the pilots began their
power down. While we waited I saw smoke coming from
our helicopter. I looked at the faces of the crews
in the other helicopters as they watched us and I
again watched the smoke. I wondered. Smoke and
aircrafts are usually not a good mix. I stayed
hopeful. Soon though the smoke stopped and we
stepped out.
As we unloaded, we all gathered for a quick brief on
what we would be doing. As that was happening there
was a little commotion coming from the front of our
helicopter. I soon discovered that our helicopter
was hit. The helicopter pilot had blood splattered
all over him but he was not hurt. Thank God no one
was hurt. In flight we had been hit by a bird.
As the briefing continued, I learned that Chaplain
Robert A. Miller was speaking and that he had made
this trip before. While I listened closely, my unit
chaplain whispered in my ear. "Captain Miller would
be baptizing another soldier and we could ask him to
include me." I was thrilled.
As the tour guide began to take us around the walls
of Babylon. The chaplain and I approached Him.
"Chaplain Miller" I asked, "Will you please include
me in your baptism today?" It seemed my life was
hanging on what he would say. But for a moment he
did not speak a word. His eyes and smile told me
what no words could ever say, It felt as if God was
saying, welcome home my lost son. Then his words
came" Of course!" "Of course!” I repeated. "Of
course!"
I was baptized in Babylon, in the waters of the Holy
Euphrates River. The date was August 23, 2003.
I stood up a different man, it was my prayer to be a
humble and faithful servant. I watched the next
Baptism. Upon his Baptism we all shook hands and
proceeded to the shore. We were greeted by friendly
faces, smiles and handshakes - Soldiers who were
serving their country, who served God.
I write this as testimony to our great God. Even as
I write this, I can hear mortars close by us. But I
also hear this voice, "With God as my helper, I will
not be afraid. What can man do to me?"
Whether at home or thousands of miles away, whether
in peace or in war, our Lord God is One, our Lord
God is Sovereign, Our God is with us. I turn to him
my redeemer.